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[chess]

Right. I've had twelve hours sleep and washed my hair, so technically I should be feeling better about now. Instead, it looks like I've managed to be depressed for no good reason. This annoys me, because it means I have no idea what to do to stop being depressed. I didn't know whether to bother posting or not, because I don't want to encourage other people to whine, I don't like whining, and I know how annoying it is when people whine about being depressed and can't tell you why, because of there being nothing you can do about it. Still, I thought people had ought to know that I'm not wandering around looking miserable and irritated through any fault of theirs.

It doesn't help that I feel that everything would be much improved were I to be suddenly and unexpectedly dead about now.

Gah. I feel kind of selfish actually posting this rubbish, but I may as well. Oh, and I discovered I *do* have a maths supervision today, and one of the questions I can't get online, and the one I can doesn't look very answerable, and I need the Probability notes that aren't online to answer my CS supervision question. Unsurprisingly, none of this has helped much.

Mostly, I feel helpless and incapable of doing anything right; people need more of me than I have to give.

Comments

[phamster.livejournal.com]

People don't *need* more of you than is possible. They simply would like more than is availible. Try not to overPanic, and live in the knowledge that as long as only notMassivelyImportant things slip, it'll all be fine in the end.

I know it's usless advice, but try to be comforted :)

*hugs*

[edith-the-hutt.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Please imagine I've commented all the things that I would have commented but you already know because I've said them before.

For some reason Cambridge leads to quite a lot of depression and angst. I think it's the water.

[senji.livejournal.com]

*sympathy-hugs*

I don't know what level your Probability course is aimed at, but the Maths IB Statistics notes that are available on the web might help (or they might not).

http://www.statslab.cam.ac.uk/~rrw1/stats/#notes

;-)

[dr-vannacutt.livejournal.com]

Big Hugs.

And thanks, i tend to blame my self when my friends are down and end up getting shouted at for it.

Also "maths supervision" is better then "a meths problem" as i first read it without using my eyes propperly. ;-)

And this is me being selfish but if you were dead there would be a hole in my life. And i feel that you would also leave a hole in the world.

And yes i have logged in at work to post this for you ;-)