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Right. I've had twelve hours sleep and washed my hair, so technically I should be feeling better about now. Instead, it looks like I've managed to be depressed for no good reason. This annoys me, because it means I have no idea what to do to stop being depressed. I didn't know whether to bother posting or not, because I don't want to encourage other people to whine, I don't like whining, and I know how annoying it is when people whine about being depressed and can't tell you why, because of there being nothing you can do about it. Still, I thought people had ought to know that I'm not wandering around looking miserable and irritated through any fault of theirs.

It doesn't help that I feel that everything would be much improved were I to be suddenly and unexpectedly dead about now.

Gah. I feel kind of selfish actually posting this rubbish, but I may as well. Oh, and I discovered I *do* have a maths supervision today, and one of the questions I can't get online, and the one I can doesn't look very answerable, and I need the Probability notes that aren't online to answer my CS supervision question. Unsurprisingly, none of this has helped much.

Mostly, I feel helpless and incapable of doing anything right; people need more of me than I have to give.

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Please imagine I've commented all the things that I would have commented but you already know because I've said them before.

For some reason Cambridge leads to quite a lot of depression and angst. I think it's the water.