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[chess]

Right. I've had twelve hours sleep and washed my hair, so technically I should be feeling better about now. Instead, it looks like I've managed to be depressed for no good reason. This annoys me, because it means I have no idea what to do to stop being depressed. I didn't know whether to bother posting or not, because I don't want to encourage other people to whine, I don't like whining, and I know how annoying it is when people whine about being depressed and can't tell you why, because of there being nothing you can do about it. Still, I thought people had ought to know that I'm not wandering around looking miserable and irritated through any fault of theirs.

It doesn't help that I feel that everything would be much improved were I to be suddenly and unexpectedly dead about now.

Gah. I feel kind of selfish actually posting this rubbish, but I may as well. Oh, and I discovered I *do* have a maths supervision today, and one of the questions I can't get online, and the one I can doesn't look very answerable, and I need the Probability notes that aren't online to answer my CS supervision question. Unsurprisingly, none of this has helped much.

Mostly, I feel helpless and incapable of doing anything right; people need more of me than I have to give.

Comments

[phamster.livejournal.com]

People don't *need* more of you than is possible. They simply would like more than is availible. Try not to overPanic, and live in the knowledge that as long as only notMassivelyImportant things slip, it'll all be fine in the end.

I know it's usless advice, but try to be comforted :)

*hugs*