./~ it burns inside of me ~\.

[chess]

Slowly, daylight crept in... and I could see. And something else had changed inside of me.

I have not done any of the work for tomorrow. I have not finished giving out gospels. I have not had a shower for too long. I have not had enough sleep. I seem to be collecting enough angst to out-mope a roomful of goths. If I push myself much further, I think I might break.

(I already have a plethora of offers of help, thanks. I'm tired, and ill, and just keep going. I don't seriously think that I will break, but I feel stretched to breaking point; I want to claw out my eyeballs and howl at the moon. The moon is a crescent and I doubt it will cast a shadow. I need a break, but I'm not going to give myself one, and people advocating it will just make everything even more unbearable. I didn't eat tea tonight, but I ate about seven hot-dogs. I'm sure this post was much more effective before I started rambling.)

Comments

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I wouldn't worry about it. Queens' got a big bee in their bonnets as we have a general "no door to door harrasment" that looked like it was being wavered for the CICCU people just because they were christian (and so got on well with the dean etc). And a lot of people objected to being evangelised (especially people who already considered themselves christian, but weren't CICCU, like the anglicans and methodists) and so used this as their point of argument. I think if you're doing a big hall of residence or something, it would be wise to check with whoever is organising the event / whoever is in charge of the hall that they don't object to what you're doing though