This post almost certainly does not refer to what you think it does. Apologies for being cryptic.

[chess]

I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.

So I find this law at work: When I want to do good, evil is right there with me. For in my inner being I delight in God's law; but I see another law at work in me, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work in me.

Romans 7:15,21-23, very slightly paraphrased from the NIV.

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[chess]

Probably not. I was thinking of a few specific events some people might have thought I was referring to, which I wasn't. You are not one of the people who would have thought that, unless you have sources of information I don't know about...