Grr, I really can't do anything right today.
Firstly - Must stop playing Zangband... I died off SP again today 'cos I was playing Zangband rather than paying attention, sorry for ignoring you all...
Secondly - Had a panic attack in church (after the service thankfully) because there were too many people there and I can't stand crowds. I panicked 'cos I didn't know whether we were staying to talk to people or leaving and I didn't know which way we were going to go if we left and I just got scared 'cos I wasn't awake.
Thirdly - filled the kettle up with the wrong water (realised and emptied it again but still) and spilled tea everwhere and then the kitchen roll ran out so I had to try and get a new kitchen roll with tea on my hands 'cos there was nowhere to wipe them (I should've washed them then wiped them on a towel) so I panicked again.
So I just generally can't do anything right atm.
Firstly - Must stop playing Zangband... I died off SP again today 'cos I was playing Zangband rather than paying attention, sorry for ignoring you all...
Secondly - Had a panic attack in church (after the service thankfully) because there were too many people there and I can't stand crowds. I panicked 'cos I didn't know whether we were staying to talk to people or leaving and I didn't know which way we were going to go if we left and I just got scared 'cos I wasn't awake.
Thirdly - filled the kettle up with the wrong water (realised and emptied it again but still) and spilled tea everwhere and then the kitchen roll ran out so I had to try and get a new kitchen roll with tea on my hands 'cos there was nowhere to wipe them (I should've washed them then wiped them on a towel) so I panicked again.
So I just generally can't do anything right atm.
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Date: 2001-11-11 02:06 pm (UTC)From:Neil