Internet self-diagnosis time!

[chess]

Having just snapped out of 'depression' into 'do-all-the-things-I-must-be-involved-in-everything', again, I kind of wonder whether it would be worth seeking some kind of actual psychological assessment. I quite like 'do-all-the-things-I-must-be-involved-in-everything' but it does have a tendency to make me into a ginormous flake when I suddenly swap back into 'depression' and drop everything on the floor. Also, the depression stage isn't so great.

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[spawnofweevil.livejournal.com]

Oh god yeah, I know this one. I love being bouncyhappyWeevil, but spend far too much time being zoned-out standby-mode Meh Weevil. Discussed it with my therapist this morning, she reckons that the meh is kinda my default state, and it takes a certain amount of energy to get into/maintain Bounce, and so I keep running out and suddenly sliding back into Meh without noticing/intending.
Need to find a way to make Meh not be the default any more.
Also, I assume you know http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2010/06/this-is-why-ill-never-be-adult.html ?