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I'm not precisely depressed, but I'm most certainly chronically underenthusiastic about, well, everything at the moment. The best part of today was sniping at the 'Personal Statement' stuff Naath's been thrown, which looks horrible and scary (I don't *have* any 'other achievements', 'personal qualities' or various other scary-looking things to put down...). Everything's messy atm at school, not enough time in this week to settle down to a proper routine and today I had two of the five lessons I was meant to have messed up... maths was okay, but I was already determinedly bored by that stage and kept therefore messing up stuff because of not bothering to think about it enough and thinking it was easy. And I played *far* too much Nethack after working out how to cheat nicely (I'm so pathetic I can't even play games without cheating on them, 'cos I'm just not good enough). And I'm just so fed up, although of what I'm not sure, just undirectionally fed up. I can't even settle to anything to avoid fed-up-ness.
