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[chess]

It didn't take me long to get tired...

I've had a *wonderful* day. I was rather scared this morning at the thought of spending an entire day just hanging around with ppl, but I really enjoyed it, even though we went swimming which is an activity I usually detest, ate in a Mexican restaurant (I also detest spicy food, but managed to get away with mainly nacho-type stuff and cheese), wandered around clothes shops, and just chatted about nothing in particular, normally all things I feel really uncomfortable with... strange.

Almost kinda worrying, because it was all so *normal*...

I guess it was mainly 'cos I felt I could relax, because they were all really nice people who I knew wouldn't be mean if I did something stupid - and in relaxing, I didn't do anything stupid (afaik - well, when I got changed out of my uniform at school I left my tights on, but I don't think it was visible and then I got changed into socks properly when we got changed back after swimming). And I felt I didn't have to make any effort to be what they wanted me to be and fit in, and I still managed to join in conversations and stuff even more naturally than when I'm trying to be interested in whatever those I'm with are interested in...

I'm so glad I have Amy, she's such a good friend to me even though I've kinda neglected her a bit since I met Sath.

Now I'm all worn out, but it's a *nice* kind of worn out.

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[naath.livejournal.com]

oy! what about me.
Poor Amy though... youdsa spending all your time with me and Sas-chan...

[chess]

I didn't start neglecting her immediately I met you, because I still had loads of classes with her and didn't see you in class, so that's why I said it was since Sath really. Then again, I guess it's mainly since I stopped having, like, any classes at all with her.