And there's nothing you can do...

[chess]

Okay. So why am I *surprised* that I'm in a lousy mood?

It's not that lousy, I'm just a little, uhm, 'highly strung'. Which means I'm rather defensive, annoyed by just about everything, have completely random and often self-destructive impulses, and generally want to tear things into itty bitty pieces. It's not bad enough that I *will*, but it's an annoying undertone. The enforced blankness that's sitting on top of it is getting to me, too.

Comments

[phamster.livejournal.com]

A4 paper is almost definately the answer. Find an old file of some really important piece of work. Print it... then tear it to itty bitty pieces. You feel better because you've destroyed something arguably important, but you don't actually suffer any backlash.

[chess]

Destroying things doesn't actually help. It just makes me even more frustrated and want to destroy more things.