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Ick. I'm angry, and upset, and thorougly messed up, and I was going out tonight and now I can't 'cos I'll just cry and be embarrassed. I can't post here why 'cos the ppl involved might not want me to, and I really don't want to make things worse. I just wish that people weren't so wretchedly complicated, and that I didn't take everything far, far too seriously (and try to take responsibility upon myself for things I have no control over). I can't be happy 'cos I feel guilty that other people are not, and I feel guilty for writing depressed things 'cos other ppl have better reasons, and I really wanted to go to my church youthgroup tonight (which made me try to put off thinking about this, which just made everything worse). Grr.
