Blerg, eat random depressiveness

1. I have no 'wonderful ideas' to write down in a letter, hence I can't get Science Prefect
2. I don't know where Dr Stallard is, and she probably won't want an IT prefect anyway, or she'll already have one.
3. Even if I do manage IT prefect (which I probably won't, cos it's not an official position-on-the-list thingamy) no-one will be interested in the computer club thing I want to set up.
4. Even if people are interested at first, they'll find me and whatever random tutorial I decide to use / write so utterly boring that they'll never return.
5. If they do return, they'll quickly become better than me and show me up by asking me stuff I don't know.
6. Or I'll be totally pathetic and forget to turn up some weeks.
7. And I'll also be bombarded with requests for URLs to unblock, when I think we subscribe to a filter list we'd have trouble changing.
8. And in general, I'm pathetic and useless. I don't even know what degree I wanna take.
9. Oh, and I spend way too long in front of a computer screen.
10. Grr.

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I should be:

1. Writing a letter for Science Prefect - just any old rubbish, I'm sure I could think of something if I really tried.

2. Going to find Dr Stallard to ask about the IT prefect thing.

3. Tracking down Ms Hayler to ask about the Internet/Website Prefect posts, cos that'd be better than nothing.

4. Writing my Senior Public Speaking speech, because I'm a sucker for punishment with these kinda things. (I don't *mind* public speaking, but I suck at it. I stutter too much.)

So, instead, I'm typing random whiny LJ posts and spodding. Yay for unproductiveness. I guess I'd better eat fairly soonish, tho.