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I am not the person I want to be.
The person I want to be is out there having a snowball fight, and building snowmen.
The person I want to be is going to Rm36 in search of their scarf.
The person I want to be does what they say they're going to do, and replies to emails, and doesn't write bad HP fanfic, and doesn't ignore things they don't have the energy to change, because they never lack motivation when there is an obvious one staring them in the face.
The person I am is sitting in front of a computer in jumper, hat and coat (in a warm room indoors), and typing self-absorbed angsty whiny garbage. She cannot be bothered to do what she's supposed to be doing, scarfwise or otherwise, and she's too afraid to go out there and have fun.
She worries about exams she doesn't want to do well in.
Mnh. How stupid is she?
The person I want to be is out there having a snowball fight, and building snowmen.
The person I want to be is going to Rm36 in search of their scarf.
The person I want to be does what they say they're going to do, and replies to emails, and doesn't write bad HP fanfic, and doesn't ignore things they don't have the energy to change, because they never lack motivation when there is an obvious one staring them in the face.
The person I am is sitting in front of a computer in jumper, hat and coat (in a warm room indoors), and typing self-absorbed angsty whiny garbage. She cannot be bothered to do what she's supposed to be doing, scarfwise or otherwise, and she's too afraid to go out there and have fun.
She worries about exams she doesn't want to do well in.
Mnh. How stupid is she?
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Date: 2003-01-08 11:12 am (UTC)From:*attempts to comfort*