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[chess]

Am bad girl.
NaNo word count for today = zero.
Putzing around online levels = high.
Random stress about maths, to point of parents threatening to ring school = high.
Equally random outbreaks of tears = high.
Urge to use Bad Words and do other such random stuff just because I *can* = astronomical.
Abject stupidity levels = entirely off the scale.

Bah. I'm going to London with $RANDOMCHURCHPEOPLE tomorrow. That should make me (miserable/annoyed/happy/less stupid/less depressed/more depressed/increasingly random/more disaffected/less disaffected/completely stupid) some other type of feeling. But I haven't a clue what.

Comments

[naath.livejournal.com]

Really, why?

You could just get a tutor like almost everyone else did...
my mum tutors as does Mrs Hopkins (and she's good, but not at mechanics).

[chess]

The thing about tutors is that they need paying, and we do not do the paying thing if we feel that the service ought to be provided free and there's a way we can get it provided free. We are philosophically opposed to the idea of paying for tutors in things that I am not unusually bad at.

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[naath.livejournal.com]

the school are teaching you though. It's your fault if you aren't learning it...