chess | ./~ save me from the nothing I've become ~\.

It really is quite pathetic when one's entire day's work is 'have a shower, which you haven't in over a week'. I bet my forehead is still yellow, too. (My forehead is yellow due to being a lizard for LARP, which I haven't written up because I suck ever so mightily.)

Whilst everyone else has been Revising, I have been busy proving what a useless excuse for a human being I am by playing ToME and spodding extensively and tapping into some of my endless reserves of Whine and Moan.

tienelle made sure that I actually got some laundry done so I have clothes, and cleaned my floor before something terrible evolved in the corners. Mostly I have been sat in front of a computer doing Damn All. It doesn't help that I can probably pass these exams tolerably (i.e. get a 2.2 overall) without actually doing any work, so the motivation is just not there.

I should probably write up the time back when I was actually doing stuff (like LARP!) but I still haven't written it up for my actual personal diary, which is more of a priority than LJ because I am a sad obsessive who can't bear to lose the minutae of what I was doing when, and currently I'm down about half a week. Life just doesn't happen when I don't have to run around places, and writing diary doesn't happen because I can only do so in my Psion for some reason, and don't use my Psion when I have Moondaughter because of the Not Wrecking My Arms And Back thing.

I need to, like, read Bible notes and pray for people, start writing again, and post some more Haylar, and Actually Do Some Work - it's not as if the work isn't interesting, it *is*, I just have absolutely no motivation for life whatsoever. (And I keep eating too much chocolate spread and not doing anything, making me an insecure fat bastard with *creased legs* from sitting down too long. Gah.)

Due notice is given that My Period Is Very Much Due, and hence the bitching and the whining will probably subside shortly.