I should have gone to sleep several hours ago.
I am dehydrated.
I suspect these are the two prime causes of my current mood, the rest being my utter ineptitude at life over the past couple of weeks, and the laziness and inertia that has stopped me doing anything useful this term.
Anyone found trying to justify my existance will be 'meh'ed at apathetically. I have come to the conclusion that telling me that I'm doing just fine is no good whatsoever and I need to be hit with sticks, or rather I needed to be hit with sticks about a week ago and now I just need to be shot, or generally put out of my misery.
There is a quarter-full glass of water on my desk, and I have no recollection of how it got there. My glasses are normally quite hidden away, too.
I could really, really do with a spare week to be inserted in time about now.
I am dehydrated.
I suspect these are the two prime causes of my current mood, the rest being my utter ineptitude at life over the past couple of weeks, and the laziness and inertia that has stopped me doing anything useful this term.
Anyone found trying to justify my existance will be 'meh'ed at apathetically. I have come to the conclusion that telling me that I'm doing just fine is no good whatsoever and I need to be hit with sticks, or rather I needed to be hit with sticks about a week ago and now I just need to be shot, or generally put out of my misery.
There is a quarter-full glass of water on my desk, and I have no recollection of how it got there. My glasses are normally quite hidden away, too.
I could really, really do with a spare week to be inserted in time about now.
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Date: 2004-01-27 02:42 pm (UTC)From:no subject
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Date: 2004-01-28 02:29 am (UTC)From:But there's SNOW how can you mope?
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Date: 2004-01-28 02:34 am (UTC)From:I really am quite hopeless. (And now I've slept and had some water, so it's not just that.)
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Date: 2004-01-28 02:34 am (UTC)From:Useful Advice
Date: 2004-01-28 04:41 am (UTC)From:I did warn you about this in September.
Your problems are two-fold:
1) Too much social stuff
2) Too much spodding and time-wasting
Of course you already knew that.
You might want to consider packing up your computer and relying on the public machines for when you have to work. Alternativly pack up your ethernet cable if you need your computer for work. Check LJ, e-mail and such on the public computers when you go for food and only then. I've done both and they both help. Although some willpower not to lie about and read books is required.
The other alternative is to drop social stuff but that's usually harder and less fun, you tend to fill the spare time with spodding.
There are other methods of self-disipline that can be used with the above but quite frankly the most practical thing is the best first step.
*Stops beating*
Oh and stop trying to justify your existance. Life is what you make it, not what you deserve. Get on with it.
*Really stops beating... Probably*
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Date: 2004-01-29 05:11 am (UTC)From: