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Tonight is Livejournal Spam Night. Don't you feel honoured?
I don't appear to be getting any comments to reply to, and although technically I could talk to people over MSN, I feel tremendously incapable of being bothered. The thing with conversations is that I actually have to have something to say, and also I have to talk to specific people. This way I can just talk to people in general, which is ever so much less threatening.
I do wish my internal voice would stop swearing so much. It gets irritating. Not to mention the sheer unoriginality of it. I've always thought that if you have to curse, you ought to do so in an inventive way, rather than just a set of tired old words that everybody uses. I'm not entirely sure what I have against swearing, but it annoys me all the same - I suppose it's just that it's rather unnecessary and jarring. (It's even in the LJ moods list, muttergrumble.)
I probably should not sit and LJ-post a bunch when tired and ill, but I don't tend to have much other downtime. The signal-to-whine ratio in 2003, discovered when doing my Review of the Year post that was lost, was quite abysmal, and 2004 looks set to go the same way.
I am enjoying myself. Honest. I just have a strange way of showing it.
I don't appear to be getting any comments to reply to, and although technically I could talk to people over MSN, I feel tremendously incapable of being bothered. The thing with conversations is that I actually have to have something to say, and also I have to talk to specific people. This way I can just talk to people in general, which is ever so much less threatening.
I do wish my internal voice would stop swearing so much. It gets irritating. Not to mention the sheer unoriginality of it. I've always thought that if you have to curse, you ought to do so in an inventive way, rather than just a set of tired old words that everybody uses. I'm not entirely sure what I have against swearing, but it annoys me all the same - I suppose it's just that it's rather unnecessary and jarring. (It's even in the LJ moods list, muttergrumble.)
I probably should not sit and LJ-post a bunch when tired and ill, but I don't tend to have much other downtime. The signal-to-whine ratio in 2003, discovered when doing my Review of the Year post that was lost, was quite abysmal, and 2004 looks set to go the same way.
I am enjoying myself. Honest. I just have a strange way of showing it.
