Thats how ive felt since i left first school and was expected to do real work.
Somehow i managed to get things done.
But that feeling where your sitting there at 1am and havent done anything. is bad. You feel hot inside and cold outside and then you start to sweat and panic sets in.
And then you feel that you would rather do anythig but the real work not to feel like this.
That is why i handed all my corce work in on the last day of term.
This is why i only got passes.
This is bad.
If you felt at all like this i know how you felt.
One day it will be all over and you will have a job you like. you can sit back relax and at 5-7pm you can go home and do what you like. Sleep mostly and have a calm mind. safe in the thort that tommorrow you will be doing something you can do fairly easily.
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Date: 2003-02-19 04:00 am (UTC)From:Thats how ive felt since i left first school and was expected to do real work.
Somehow i managed to get things done.
But that feeling where your sitting there at 1am and havent done anything. is bad. You feel hot inside and cold outside and then you start to sweat and panic sets in.
And then you feel that you would rather do anythig but the real work not to feel like this.
That is why i handed all my corce work in on the last day of term.
This is why i only got passes.
This is bad.
If you felt at all like this i know how you felt.
One day it will be all over and you will have a job you like. you can sit back relax and at 5-7pm you can go home and do what you like. Sleep mostly and have a calm mind. safe in the thort that tommorrow you will be doing something you can do fairly easily.
Hope that has helped in some way.