And there's nothing you can do...

Okay. So why am I *surprised* that I'm in a lousy mood?

It's not that lousy, I'm just a little, uhm, 'highly strung'. Which means I'm rather defensive, annoyed by just about everything, have completely random and often self-destructive impulses, and generally want to tear things into itty bitty pieces. It's not bad enough that I *will*, but it's an annoying undertone. The enforced blankness that's sitting on top of it is getting to me, too.

The sky isn't falling, but it made a better line than the actual one.

I've just realised that I have a sath appearing on Saturday, and from 1:30pm to about 4pm I have nothing in particular to do with her. I'll be picking her up from the train station at about 1:30pm (which seems walkable from New Museums, although no doubt it'll be merrily raining) and can go just about anywhere from that, really. Any suggestions / offers?

(I felt a lot calmer / happier when I got in today; I still don't feel anywhere near as lousy as I did this morning, although I suspect I'm going to sit and spod all evening and then go to sleep early, which is a bad idea at the moment because I've got cold-ish-ness again; that in itself makes me reluctant to actually go do anything, though. I don't feel like inflicting myself on people at the moment.)

I did have a song quote here. But then I got annoyed with myself about doing so.

Right. Now I'm back to 'tear things into pieces grr'. I think I'll be getting some sleep at this point.

(For reference, the song quote was 'But I just had no intention of living this way')