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Sep. 25th, 2001 08:07 pmHmm, randomness. Keep bouncing between happy and depressed, and between talkative and random type of tired and collapsing type of tired. Ahwell, tis better than being depressed all the time. Still haven't managed that middle-ground stuff, tho. I wouldn't be managing the happy bits if it wasn't that God kept catching my attention with good-and-beautiful stuff that's happening or around...
Anyway, this morning there was this massive spiders-web thread, about 5m long, stretched between our plum tree (which produced three massive crates of plums, as well as some more that got trampled down the road and suchlike) and the little porch-bit that juts out above our front door, which we puzzled over for quite a bit because both of the connection points at each end were at the same height, and normally if it's that long it has to at least go a little way down. There was also a massive construction of webs that it was joined to, amongst a small section of branches, all picked out in the morning dew 'cos it was foggy.
Last night I dreamt about my school's CU, I dreamt about a meeting of it that went really well and we sang worship songs and prayed for each other and there was about a dozen of us and it was a really happy time and we all thought it was time well spent. And then I woke up, and felt even more guilty about having missed it last Friday, although at least now I'm not going to go and be angry with JJ for missing the one she said she'd be at, 'cos now I see how easy it is to do (plus the bible notes on Friday were all about forgiveness of ppl, and how we should forgive because we've been forgiven).
Today-daytime has been pretty normal. Did the helping-old-ppl-use-computers thing again, I like doing that kind of thing. If only children were as willing to learn as old people, I'd love to teach; but although I can now take and handle ppl genuinely not getting things, and not understanding stuff as fast as I do, I'm not sure I could motivate ppl who didn't want to learn - and I'm still not sure about being able to teach whole *classes* stuff, I can manage small groups but I'm best when I'm teaching individuals. Prolly is the same for everyone tho.
Now, this is getting pretty long and rambly, so it's prolly time to post it.
Anyway, this morning there was this massive spiders-web thread, about 5m long, stretched between our plum tree (which produced three massive crates of plums, as well as some more that got trampled down the road and suchlike) and the little porch-bit that juts out above our front door, which we puzzled over for quite a bit because both of the connection points at each end were at the same height, and normally if it's that long it has to at least go a little way down. There was also a massive construction of webs that it was joined to, amongst a small section of branches, all picked out in the morning dew 'cos it was foggy.
Last night I dreamt about my school's CU, I dreamt about a meeting of it that went really well and we sang worship songs and prayed for each other and there was about a dozen of us and it was a really happy time and we all thought it was time well spent. And then I woke up, and felt even more guilty about having missed it last Friday, although at least now I'm not going to go and be angry with JJ for missing the one she said she'd be at, 'cos now I see how easy it is to do (plus the bible notes on Friday were all about forgiveness of ppl, and how we should forgive because we've been forgiven).
Today-daytime has been pretty normal. Did the helping-old-ppl-use-computers thing again, I like doing that kind of thing. If only children were as willing to learn as old people, I'd love to teach; but although I can now take and handle ppl genuinely not getting things, and not understanding stuff as fast as I do, I'm not sure I could motivate ppl who didn't want to learn - and I'm still not sure about being able to teach whole *classes* stuff, I can manage small groups but I'm best when I'm teaching individuals. Prolly is the same for everyone tho.
Now, this is getting pretty long and rambly, so it's prolly time to post it.
