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It didn't take me long to get tired...

I've had a *wonderful* day. I was rather scared this morning at the thought of spending an entire day just hanging around with ppl, but I really enjoyed it, even though we went swimming which is an activity I usually detest, ate in a Mexican restaurant (I also detest spicy food, but managed to get away with mainly nacho-type stuff and cheese), wandered around clothes shops, and just chatted about nothing in particular, normally all things I feel really uncomfortable with... strange.

Almost kinda worrying, because it was all so *normal*...

I guess it was mainly 'cos I felt I could relax, because they were all really nice people who I knew wouldn't be mean if I did something stupid - and in relaxing, I didn't do anything stupid (afaik - well, when I got changed out of my uniform at school I left my tights on, but I don't think it was visible and then I got changed into socks properly when we got changed back after swimming). And I felt I didn't have to make any effort to be what they wanted me to be and fit in, and I still managed to join in conversations and stuff even more naturally than when I'm trying to be interested in whatever those I'm with are interested in...

I'm so glad I have Amy, she's such a good friend to me even though I've kinda neglected her a bit since I met Sath.

Now I'm all worn out, but it's a *nice* kind of worn out.

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Oh, and there was the small matter of a Physics exam sometime in the morning. I think it went kinda okay, although there was an annoying question on radiation - I could think of all kinds of reasons why the count rate might have been *lower* than it was meant to be, but they were all higher, so my answer was a bit pathetic really. I *hate* 5-mark questions, I think they just have something against me.

Looking through the moods I think this is a particularly good one for me going on about not being good enough at Physics...

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*sigh*

Ohhh, *people*. They really give me a headache some days. Usually the days they scare me and act so damn callously...

What do I like about online people anyway? I had much more fun during today being out places.