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Grr, I'm *so* hopeless.

I should have come off the computer *ages* ago and I'm going to forget to change my sheets again.

I should have made sure I brought my history books home and I haven't and I've had to kinda bluff it out, I haven't directly lied 'cos I know my mum can pick that up but it still isn't good.

I should have taken more care of my Latin books, so I wouldn't have to tell my parents and the Latin department that they're pretty thoroughly lost.

I should know what the word 'percipient' means.

I should be able to code.

I should... I should...

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./~ I'm not seeing very clearly
Cos I'm lost in my depression
And I'm running after something
But it's in the wrong direction ~\.

Grr. I have to come offline now.

Those last two lines... *glares at herself*

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Ugh. Please will someone make me ten again, now?
I wouldn't be so annoyed with my totally insignificant problems at the moment if they weren't so *teenage* and *normal*.
In addition to my self-inflicted personal problems, I've got a whole great pile of poo to wade through caused by my complete disorganisation, and I'm going to fail (read: get a B in at worst, but it'll feel horrid) History 'cos I can't remember dates to save my life, and I'm going to completely die on a question in Chemistry 'cos there's one bit of the syllabus that reminds me of all the things I hate about Geography that I can't bring myself to learn.
Maybe I'll just go play some Starcraft and forget about life for a while. But I can't, because I feel the need to see who's online, and then there'll be an interesting sounding conversation and I'll stay, torturing myself... gah.